god

Sometimes I forget who God is, who He has been to me, what I know to be true about Him.  Sounds a bit crazy.  If one knows God, how can one ever forget who He is.  Maybe its our own sinful nature, predisposition to disobedience, maybe that is what fogs our state of knowing.  When the world continues to encourage lies, which are perpetuated in our own minds.  ahhhh!  Please help, God.  Trust seems like a black and white type of thing, but it just turned grey and now I'm trying to figure out what the grey means, what to do with the grey, how to live in the grey, to trust in the midst of the grey.